Lets just start with that fact that what I’m mostly involves is in communication, it’s not just talking (as most people would thing), every thing that include explaining, deciding, persuading (what I love most) to manipulating people’s mind into believing in my ideas.

Emmmm….how do I actually begin this? Blogging doesn’t seem to fit me very well, I’m a lot more acustom to the idea of writing in a diary or a jounal. May my first attempt at getting myself heard would bear fruits.

It’s gonna be a sad entry (as the title of my blog would suggests)…LOVE, LIFE…and LIES, where does it stop? Or should it has some beginning? Perhaps it’s just another way of looking at a mortal life?

It has been a long 10 years since my last great love departed, taking away the other half of my heart….and since, I’m living with only what is left. Making it difficult to begin another relationship (although some seems to be appearing in front of me now and then)….However, recently something happened…someone appeared (trying to steal the other half of my heart).

Would this be another great LOVE? As Charlotte in Sex in The City would put it, “You’ll only have one great LOVE…” I believe the opposite (you can call me a believer or a dinosour living in Crutacious era if you want to).

But…could great LOVE last for 3 weeks? Can you even consider that LOVE? Or like some would say…”another infatuation”….

Is it hard to fall in love? Should you be looking for it? Or should you wait for it to come?

I’ve tried looking for love, but to my surprise….it’s not there! Waiting on the other hand has been my selfish attributes that has taken a tol on so many things in my life. Done that as well…and that’s what stuck me here…wondering whether I should wait or go out there and find one…at least resurrect old flame while it still has some fire….

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Should my love life ends the way it is in the song? I guess, I’m still waiting…(you know how I hate to wait)….